tea at three

Argh! Just received more notes from the same anonymous person again today! Yikesss. This is seriously starting to freak me out. I told Ethan about it, but he just brushed my concerns, saying that this is simply the price of fame. 

But is it?

I’m beginning to have my doubts. Do I really want to be stalked and harassed just in the chase of becoming a known singer? Is this - my privacy, being able to maintain a personal life - all worth giving up in return for becoming a full-time singer?  

Ethan says what I’m feeling now is just cold feet, especially with my debut concerts just a couple of days away. But it’s so unnerving, knowing that someone out there is crazy (or stalkerish) enough to leave you anonymous drawings and notes for you.  

Times like these, I wish J were around. He’d know what to do. 

:(